Ok guys, now im doing a pause and i wanna cope about a Lot of shit

My laptop internet adapter fucking broken so It will take longer to drop more music.

Also my tablet charger was broken too, not just that but i also feel an fucking inside emptiness, It isnt even because of the broken material things. I feel like i dont have a purpose or shit you know? I even had an emotional collapse some weeks ago... Im tired of making people pissed off and making them feel disappointed with the things i do. I think im also dumb af, i just wish i was smarter. Sometimes i just wanted to have peace in life and no bad surprises you know? I know life isn't perfect but i think im passing more than the limit recently. So, i will just do some songs and give a pause. Doing music was one of the ways of mine to feel better because of my shit situation. Im sorry If the songs i do suck. Im sorry if i dissapoint you and shit im sorry for alot of things. I fear being lonely and having pain forever.. But i hope that will be better stop doing things until the situation be better.

Im Alph4 and i hope you understand this message. ヘ（。□°）ヘ

Good luck and beware with the nhk.

Bye bye! (◠‿・)—☆